Bunga Nirmala Yang Ku Getarkan

disaat diri ini terjatuh,
engkau masih tersenyum menyambutku,
masih menghadiahkan senyuman manis,
sedang diri ini hina di mata manusia.

engkau melayaniku seperti selayaknya,
tanpa menghiraukan pangkat serta darjat yang ada,
engkau seperti bunga nirmala,
penyelamatku di kala sepi dan sedih.

sirna matamu mencerminkan kebahagiaan,
tiada sekelumit rungutan yang bersubur dihatimu,
aku mensyukuri kepada - Nya,
memberiku peluang bertemu nirmalaku

Do What We Have To Do

Hey guys, i know i just two days ago updating my blog but who cares! its my blog not ur blog or ur mummy blog. nah, dont be offended. juz kidding yall. ok this week i must make revision for three subject for next week test. nah, as usual lazy lady will knock at my brain to visit me. nah, dont care much about lazy lady knock coz dont care bout the knock.

the thing that i care is how i want to revise the subject and study for the subject. i thought that goin to library i can get the spirit of study but still its the worse thing i do coz nothing happened. i went to library juz to watch dankhoo vids? shit happens! and now im addicting with 'Arjuna Beta' sings by Fynn Jamal. yeah its kind of melodic and the meaning of lyrics was wonderful.

my thought i went to library juz to see her but still she doesnt come. ahh, what a waste! still thats not a good excuse to go to library though. yeah, i got bad intention to go to library so thats why i couldnt concentrate on my study. ok fellas thats all for today i think coz i dunno what to think n i hope there will be a good thing happen. daa

So Long Not To Express Myself

How ya doin' fellas? actually its very long time that i didnt write my expression or whatsoever in this blog. its kinda rusty now u know. so aku malas sebenarnya nak cakap english sebab english aku pun dah berhabuk macam aku punya blog ni. jadi, aku cakap bahasa kebangsaan sahaja. malas pulak nanti orang cakap aku 'koya' cakap english pulak. jadi, memang agak lama aku tak jengah blog aku. sian si DC ni tunggu aku. punyalah berjanggut juga dia tunggu aku dalam blog ni sebab dia mana ada anggota nak makan atau gerak. 

sebenarnya memang dah lama dah aku nak tulis tapi tak berkesempatan atau tidak berkesempaian aku pun tidak tahu. sebenarnya aku tak boleh lupakan dia. walaupun perkara ni dah lama dah berlaku. dah hampir setahun tapi perkara tu masih dalam ingatan aku. selalu juga aku luahkan pada rakan sekelas aku namun reaksi yang sama akan berlaku.

ayu cakap " udah le ifan, kamu lupekan jele die tu." mudah cakap dari perbuatan.

afifah cakap " alah ifan. bakpela nak tehegeh hegeh kat die. die tu tak pandang kamu pun." memang dia tak pandang aku pun.

aku pun dah minta pertolongan pada rakan sekelasnya namun jawapan hambar yang aku terima. walhal aku sedar siapa diri aku. ingat senang ke nak melangkah ke hadapan tanpa memandang ke belakang? aku pun selalu terjatuh semasa memandang ke hadapan saja tau! 

tapi, aku sedar satu perkara. aku akan berusaha untuk melangkah ke hadapan tanpa memandangnya walaupun hanya jelingan kerana aku tahu dia memandang tanda menyampah ataupun meluat. Irfan go Irfan!

Little Bit Nervous and Little Bit Dissatisfaction

Okay, take a deep breath and smile. smile is a cure for sadness. yeah, today is a big day. im gonna take my exam

for childrens literature. although its third time im taking an examination, but still im in panic and nervous situation. panic and nervous situation are an ordinary thing happens when people are taking an examination. im a little bit dissatisfied coz my batch semestar two degree still goes for a last day before semestar break. yeah well coz almost every semestar we got to stay at this IPG for the last day. im so angry about this but i try to think positive about it. mom's always said that positive thinking can make our day cheerful.i try to think positive. still, my attitude does not change at all. still a kid that want mum cuddle and my childish make my close friends call me 'adik'. nah, not so frustrated about that coz i know them very well. okay, thats all for today, if i have news im gonna tell you all. chiao.............

p/s : what bout my pic with zakri? is it my tummy same with him?

Hallucination that become reality

Dengar laraku, suara hati ini memanggil namamu
Karena separuh aku dirimu

when this song at this line. i think a while about it. so is my half self is yours, then can i live with the half?? hell no! because i need my fullself to live dude. but when i think twice, my tears will falling down because i always think of my past of always play with girls heart. now i get a karma. girls always hurt my heart. i think i need to be patient with this situation because God knows the best. and i must be a sincere person after this and just ignore what people talking because they just talk and talk and don't want to think for a while. i think i wanna stop texting unimpoertant people because i have more job to do. da.... wish me luck for all the job i do 

is it big mac or mcchicken in my mcd paper bag

you know? at 1.oo am im very hungry and couldn't sleep so i saw a mcd paper bag behind me. so i took the paper bag and start to think. is it big mac or mcchicken in my  bag.

so i start to observe the bag carefully. i grab something during my observation. and i found this thing

 

i was so shocked but hungry beats everything. i start to eat the rambutan until my stomach felt full and im started to sleepy.

 

so this is the bits of rambutan and thats it for now. buhbye. time to do my kkp

p/s: mama pull my hair. so painful in my brains

 

me n weird stuff happening

ok im done im break my fast about an hour or half an hour, now my tummy is like a 2-month pregnant mommy. but still im keep my tummy hidden. ok aku semakin lama semakin pelik. mungkin excited sangat nak balik kowt. tapi tak mungkin sebab 2 minggu lepas aku dah balik dah takkan aku balik lagi. alah apa salahnya lagipun kan cuti agak panjang sedap sikit nak balik. lagipun takkan mak aku tak nak tengok anak dia yang hensem ni kan?

hmm......?

more to robert pattison or elvis presley or pierre andre?
but some people said shaheizy sam

please ok the orange one not my daughter

and the hijab one is not my wife

dont misunderstand me ok

ok sekarang aku bagi korang situasi yang dikatakan aku pelik2 tau:

situasi 1

ainul brief* : irfan 

abang dc: yup

ainul: suk ada tak ahad ni?

abang dc: apa? awak nak handout lebih? saya hanya ada satu untuk umi je

ainul: ( blur seketika, pending ) apa yang awak cakap ni?

abang dc: aik? salah ke?

mama: ainul cakap suk ada ke tak?
abang dc: oh baru aku faham. sorry pending seketika

situasi 2

ayu: irfan, dah dapat nombor telefon tu?

abang dc: ( sepak kerusi ) belum lagi asal

ayu: ( senyap ). ok ( muka nak makan aku )

ok itu 2 situasi yang membuatkan aku gila seketika. ok tapi yang paling aku tak tahan pagi tadi. semalam aku dah suruh suha belikan tiket untuk aku. berikut dialog yang berlaku:

abang dc: suha tiket bas aku kau beli tak?
suha: alahai aku minta maaf banyak2 irfan. tiket semua dah habis. aku dah check ekspres kesatuan, sp bumi, transnasional semua dah habis. ( dengan kelam kabut handphone nye jatuh)

abang dc: nampak sangat tipu handphone ko dah jatuh

suha: ( muka kelam kabut ) eh, betullah dah habis!

abang dc: ( muka pasrah ) hmmm...... takpelah suha nak tak nak aku kena naik lori ayam jelah ikut gerik

beberapa minit kemudian, mama bawa keluar dengan tiket bas dekat tangan

mama: tengok ni tiket apa ni?
abang dc: aku dah agak dah

todak: mu agak guane muka udah nak nangih dah

abang dc: beb aku pelakon terbaik malaysia mana boleh nangis

rupanya aku kena prank dengan suha. takpelah sampai sekarang diorang kenakan aku dengan lori ayam tu

 

ok so esok aku akan bertolak ke ipoh untuk bertemu mak bapak aku kat sana selama 5 hari

*credit to dayah or i call her yah only ( like name of character in kampung boy )

ok sampai di sini sahaja entri aku untuk kali ini. aku baru teringat nana ada lagu yang special sempena nama aku. dia ambil rentak set fire to the rain oleh adele. dia cakap kalau nak nyanyi lagu tu pegang kepala aku n nyanyi depan aku irfan hasri. aduh gelak aku dengar aduhai aku sayang budak kelas aku. tak kira diorang belah mana pun.

p/s: brief adalah short. im referring ainul is the short person. :3 sorry ainul